Thursday, June 30, 2011

181/365-11 Disappearing

Sometimes, when your body begins to feel light and you start telling yourself that you want to disappear,
you just have to keep holding on to that something that keeps you going.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

179/365-11 Selfish Selflesness

One day, you might realize that everyone out there is selfish, and will always look after their own needs. I for one, do not harbour any angst against such people, as selfishness came along when humanity; creation began, and without creation, so would there not be me.

A soul, needed me to fill up the hollow gaps of its morbid lifeless heart, until it found only but torment in the comforts of my embrace and decides that it was best to take leave of me. It was selfish of it, I know. Torn even, as it wished not inflict any harm nor ill will towards me, both phsyically or emotionally, but alas, it heed to its own calling and made a hemmorrhaging experience for the both of us.

I for one, was nothing but grateful that I'd even have the opportunity to be important to something. Someone. Pain to my belief, has always been nothing but a transient element, as it fades in due time. Numb, unhappy, but not sad neither. Such is my flaw.Such is my curse Such is my selfishness. A trait, I embrace wholeheartedly, in which now I call a blessing.

I honestly do not think
that selfishness is a flaw,
as I learned through 
experience that 
it helps you 
to find that 
inner fire
the strength,
to live, to breathe 
and move further.


Monday, June 27, 2011

Sunday, June 26, 2011

177/365-11 PLAINS

This reminds of the Razorblade Thicket from Scars somewhat

Lets generate white mana ftw.


Saturday, June 25, 2011


Like I said, accidents happen. I never even seen his image as a reference till after I completed this visualization. 
The ajani-ish creature is actually a revamp of that suckass HUMBABABABABA earlier.


Alex Briclot RAWKS



Thursday, June 23, 2011

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

173/365-11 Enkidu, the Side Dish

Enkidu, Gilgamashed Potato's Side Dish.

Side dishes are not meant to be the start attraction on the platter.

But heck, that's the lamest 
excuse anyone can give P:.


Tuesday, June 21, 2011

172/365-11 Gills-guh-mash!

whut teh fart. first impression


Ok, this will do!
Maybe Regular Ordinary Swedish Mealtime
oughtta make an episode called gillguhmashed potatoes.

I can only assume 
nothing but pure awesome.


Monday, June 20, 2011

171/365-11 Missing RO

So much so that this image of Sierra Twinkle got vomited from me hands.

Accidents happen.

Like how I found 
a new Suikoden game
while I was researching
for my assignment.


Sunday, June 19, 2011

170/365-11 zeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnn

Great realization does not come often. So when it does, we should give at least a few brief moments
for that thought to take root in our mind and dampen our resolve with it. If not, the purpose of realizing will
be defeated altogether. Might as well ignore everything around you by engulfing yourself with inner peace.



Saturday, June 18, 2011

169/365-11 Don't You Dare

A girl was sleeping in a room. A guy was playing cards outside the room. It was nightfall. And he sneezed. And sneezed. And sneezed. AH-TI-CHOOO! Then the crackle of the wooden floor breaking could be heard. Stomp after stomp with a mighty twist to the door knob as she stampeded her way through the corridor unto the boy's side and squeaked said WTF YOU DOIN as the boy stared back at her with a WTF look.

Boy doesn't mind. But if boy could say something, he'd say...
"I may be your little brother, but that doesn't give you the right to scold me for something I can't even fucking control. Why not I ask you to get the fuck outta the bathroom when you're shitting next time when I know you're constipating? Oh man, that's gotta be so annoying. Oh right, you were in PSYCH major right? Since you're studying so damn smart in it, why not just hocus pocus me in hypnotico dreaminess and make my nose stop sneezing? Oh, you can't? THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU'RE THE ANNOYING ONE. NOT ME. NOW GROW UP AND GTFO. Gosh, and I thought you'd be wiser since you're 3 years older. Guess not."

But that didn't happen.

So girl gives a long cock stare.
Boy leers back with wtf awesomeness.

Girl stomps back to bed.
And boy goes to sleep like Buddha.

There are very unreasonable people sometimes. But y'know what you have that they don't? Sweet sublime forgiveness. It's makes everything so much easier when hatred does not blossom in your heart. It's their loss to be lost in frustration. Not yours. Which is why in a lot of times, I choose to remain silent and let them have their inner wars as I experience freedom of spirit. fjs;aho;g

And trust me, if I had the power
to stop myself from sneezing,
I'd have stopped a long time ago.

Maybe transfer that power to everyone
and make the world a flu-free place.


Friday, June 17, 2011

168/365-11 NUUUUUUU

Being busy isn't necessarily a bad thing. Being occupied too. Just not to the point that you begin to neglect every single other thing in your life, and by the time you do notice, it'd probably be too late... 

Oh, and LINES

'cuz that's how I lost my mp3 player 
the day Nad returned it to me T^T

Thursday, June 16, 2011

167/365-11 World Domination

Babies. Will do anything for mama's milk.


Wednesday, June 15, 2011

166/365-11 Hey Kids

You know you want me as your best friend...
Btw... GCB is back... ho ho ho.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

165/365-11 ...

Have been missing you. Hope to see you soon ~
Something's off.


Monday, June 13, 2011

164/365-11 Finally Done!

I think. Rach's namecard :D
confirmed and double done. Now just need to wait for her logo vector...



Sunday, June 12, 2011

163/365-11 Babies

They are all evil things I tell you. EVIL. I mean, just look at them!

Luhk eentuh meh aiz... luuuhk...
nao,yew shwall gif bweastfweed.



Saturday, June 11, 2011

162/365-11 everyone

Everyone begins with a good life ever since childbirth. It's just that sometimes our decisions make them appear not visibly so, so much to the extent that we begin to believe that our life was all bad from the first draw of our breath in this world. 
Things aren't always as bad as they may appear to be.
Sometimes, a little faith goes a very long way.


Thursday, June 09, 2011

160-365-11 fufufufu

If this looked  like a glas of wine, think again.

got another B from Kinsun. Yay.

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

159/365-11 I know

I know of a person; whose life was filled with wrong leaps and turns, but whence in art, shines brighter than the sunlit daze. He treaded on dreaded grounds whilst pounced by the impact of warmth and bliss, only to find that he was finally all alone, with remnants and fragments of deep sorrow, as he realized that his one true love would never be in his arms ever again, since the moment his mistakes began to resolve in total coexistance..

Don't make the same mistake he did. Treasure them with all your heart.


Tuesday, June 07, 2011

158/365-11 Romance

Romance is a beauitful display of emotions between two uniquely  linked individuals.
An experience, only a special two souls can have at any one given time.


Monday, June 06, 2011

157/365-11 It's important

"It's important to keep on growing as a person, but it is also quintessential to remember what keeps you young and hopeful as a child would ever be."


Sunday, June 05, 2011

156/365-11 Before...After?


ref is like this...

Should I be touching every single thing up then?

O well, watermark was nice, wanted it to stay. but oh well.

kjbhvjklgdaksuvbhduierhgi /edit again

dis is gazillion majatimes bettah
than whatever the cuss I did before.

Thanks you Mumu whoever you are 
I owe you lunch if I know you lolz.


Saturday, June 04, 2011

Friday, June 03, 2011

154/365-11 It's not that...

It's not that I don't like you... It's just that, there are people who just click as friends
and people who click romantically. You're just not  one of those romantic clicks I guess... 

Thursday, June 02, 2011

153/365-11 Hmhmhmhmhmhm...

Call the number and you shall be released of all worldly sufferings fufufu...
study sketch for another painting. mm
wai hello there mah luvly plane. I tried my best. It's not the deadline yet, but
my lecturer told me this wasn't what he was looking for so...

I'm gonna do another one!! RAWR


Wednesday, June 01, 2011

152/365-11 was tempted

To redo this thing. My layers of airbrushing became a bit too heavy. But I did a mistake that saved it all. A drop of colour hit the most vital part of my drawing, and I used a tissue and wiped it off. Then there were white areas there at the places where I wiped with my tissue. It made everything lighter, albeit the dirty effect caused by blue and green mixing together. Then something still didn't feel right, and Shaz was nice enough to point it up to me and it looked so much better than my initial plannings. Man.

Haha. Wonder what Ivan thinks. Maybe I'll just do another extra just in case...