Sunday, July 31, 2011

211/365-11 Leaping Forward

When's there's nowhere else to go, and there's a  deep crack between you and your final destination,
you've just gotta give it all and leap with all you have.


Saturday, July 30, 2011

210/365-11 Overflowing Thoughts

The thoughts keep pouring in, reminding me painfully with each ring of memory.
But I can only grit, and accept those thoughts in. For I will not give my sanity
over for anything, lest it'd be for the greatest good I can ever make.


Friday, July 29, 2011

209/365 Enduring Pain

I felt it. The spiritual knife. My body felt no such thrust. But my heart drowned
in its own liquid redness as it stabbed and grinded all hopes away from my body.
I felt true pain. It was nothing compared to its physical counterpart. It was
pain, in its purest form, the only terror that creates the wet scars beneath
the roofs that protect our windows of sight.

This loss, is not even the beginning.
But I have to bear this pain and tread on.
Because  I have nowhere else to fall back on.
My only direction, it where the horizon ends.
And I will not stop, lest I bleed to my own undoing first.


Thursday, July 28, 2011

208/365-11 Cumulative Stress

I had ink. I had water. I hard a brush. And an empty white paper. What better way to release all the pent up stress?

But I'm just starting to think that stress isn't about how heavy or how much there is,
it's just about how well you manage it, accept it, and live with it. If you have stress,
might as well use it to polish your hope, will and determination with it aye?

Stress can be deadly.
But nobody said it can't be good.


Wednesday, July 27, 2011

207/365-11 What we hear may not always resonate in our hearts

I'm tired. Of a lot of things. So spiritually drained. I held it so strongly. But the bindings were
so very weak. It snapped, again and again even as I continue to pull it back up.
It's as though the harder I pull, the harder it is to get it back.
I then ask myself why is it that I work so hard
for something so futile?

That answer will forever remain hidden.
And I couldn't care less what it means anymore.
I'm just so exhausted and tired. Holding it just rots
me from the inside out.

Solitary peace would be nice for the time being.

It's not that I don't wish to put my thought to words,
it's just that I know most ears may listen, but their hearts
will not. And I do not wish to burden those
hearts with my own despair. Those hearts have enough
of their own. Why should I add more to their misery with my own?

Just so very tired,


Tuesday, July 26, 2011


I never asked to be lazy. WHY AM I LAZY??? Pfft.

Regardless, nice stuff to share.



Sunday, July 24, 2011

205/365-11 everyone needs

A Super Strong Heroic Hero With Manly Muscles
to depend on sometimes.

Just sometimes.


Thursday, July 21, 2011

202/365-11 Friend or not

She cries red tears. She bleeds cold iron. Her bloodshot eyes laid against yours.
Even if this poor girl isn't your friend, turning your back against her, is just plain cruel.

Have a heart.
She doesn't need a friend.
Just someone to listen to her.


Tuesday, July 19, 2011

200/365-11 Buried Thoughts

There may be a lot of things you leave unsaid to the people around you,
but there are even more things left unsaid by the ones who care for you.


Monday, July 18, 2011

199/365-11 Layer Fetish..?

Hmmm.... What's with lotsa layers on a girl anyways? Does it turn guyz on that much?

I can only but wonder. 
Tsk tsk tsk.


Sunday, July 17, 2011

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Thursday, July 14, 2011

195/365-11 Employ me your wisdom

Oh great and mighty Oprah that doesn't look like her...

Maybe smiling oughtta help.


Wednesday, July 13, 2011

194/365-11 Oi Shaz.

Scan your work d....pfft.

The not so nice ones...
Well, you know who drew them.
caricarture tomorrow huh?


Tuesday, July 12, 2011

193/365-11 Rise

When you're up against a foe this ferociously big.
hesitation will only but lead you to your own undoing.

Stay focused,
calm, and composed.
Having a clear mind is like
having a knife at the throat
for one blinded by rage and contempt.


Monday, July 11, 2011

192/365-11 Doppelgangers

You are not who you are for who you choose to be,
but it's the ones who you choose to be with
that shapes you into who you really are.

So choose wisely,
those who you wish
to make friends of.


Sunday, July 10, 2011

191/365-11 Waves

Different kinds of waves will keep on coming at you at different stages of life.
They may throw you off balance from time to time, knocking you down into to deep
blue waters, suffocating you in a drowning spree. But that pain will not amount to much,
compared to how every wave that comes at you brings forth new opportunities for you, again and again,
 to master riding a force of nature to not only stop being a threat to you, but in retrospect to serve as a total advantage towards your end vantage point in life. The dream ending everyone wishes to have at their final coming of age.

What say you?
A great ending in life,
or a sore loser for life?
It's your choice.


Saturday, July 09, 2011

190/365-11 Truth Behind The Mirror

It's never easy to accept all the bad parts in yourself. Especially when they seem so obvious to your own eyes.
But what we normally ignore is that embracing such a fact, is but one step away from becoming a more beautiful person.

No matter how bad you may seem,
be it in the inside or the outside,
be rest assured that the beauty
within you is just waiting to be found,
to be known, and to be noticed.


Friday, July 08, 2011

189/365-11 Childhood Spark

Everyone has it. It can come in warmth, fun, malice, hatred and burning desire.
But for one thing I know is that during those moment, when you remember back,
you recall being a being of pureness, innocent and docile but full of wild ideas.

One day, you should dive back
into your memories, and maybe relive
those moment, for when you are lost,
that may be  a possible way to saving what
you have lost thus far, as you lived through
the years of growing up with age.

Nobody loves growing up too fast.

I think.


Thursday, July 07, 2011

188/365-11 Beatdown

There'd be a time when the whole world will turn against you.
When that moment comes, the only option you have is, to fight
for what you believe in. For you alone may die against a throng,
your idea may live in spirit and memory of the many that support
you in deep silence, waiting for the right moment to reignite your glory.

Never stop fighting
for what you believe in.


Wednesday, July 06, 2011

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

186/365-11 Dang

my lect said fbjhjkldgfklsbghjrhs this

and so I did this. No I dunwanna show you my coloured sloppy version 'cause it looks like shyt atm.

Every single day,
I'll look for a certain
spark plug, be it music,
frustration, pure madness
anything that could make me sway
beyond my own power, I'll tap that energy
and make its momentum mine.

I donno how you guyz do it.
But this is how I'll cope for now ^^

Monday, July 04, 2011

185/365-11 Free Run

Once you realize that you just can't bear sitting idly bear anymore, you might just be like me;
put on my shoes, run as far as you can and shout


Fuck life.
You can fuck me up,
But I'm always gonna come back up.

Stuck up.


Sunday, July 03, 2011

184/365-11 We All Have Wings

The only trouble with having wings is when we all begin to become too dependent on flying
until the point that we even forget that we've once walked before we even began to soar.


Saturday, July 02, 2011

183/365-11 A Champion's Hold

When her hand's grip begins to feel weak, it is your duty to grip it as hard as your strength wills
you to, for your strength and determination, will only show nothing but your pure affection
and sincerity, to be the her one true champion, even if she may have fallen asunder into the
depths of darkness and confusion, and begin to stab you within her own madness.

For you are her champion 

Friday, July 01, 2011

182/365-11 Pondering Over The Flame

In a battle, every next step has to be carefully thought out,
for you will not know when that candlelit view of yourself
will be your last.