Monday, September 02, 2013

Concept of Duality

"One thing cannot exist without another."
  1. 1.
    the quality or condition of being dual.
    "the novel's deep duality about human motive"
  2. 2.
    an instance of opposition or contrast between two concepts or two aspects of something; a dualism.
    "the photographs capitalize on the dualities of light and dark, stillness and movement"

Shadow cannot exist without light, life cannot exist without death, boys can't live with girls but can't live without them, etc. and all the other gibberish nonsense.

The one I really want to highlight though, is how pros and cons are always two sides of the same coin.

You see, I'm the kinda guy who goes through myriads of ideas, open possibilities and infinite scenarios already come playing in my head (well, most of the time.) before I could even decide on declaring to a single soul about what I'm really thinking, and what I've been meaning to say. And before I know it, I'm already in a position where it's either I choose something or my brain gets flooded with an influx of neverending thoughts.

I can never say that saving someone's life is all good. I can never saying killing someone is all bad. I can never say being honest is all good or bad, same goes with lying, and all those other nonsense you can think about. I used to be a very definitive person, and I could say I hate you, really mean it, and still feel the same way after 5 years. But hey, I learned a super secret:

People change, things change, and the only constant is change. Heck, I vowed to love one girl, and a girl promised she won't ever leave me (again). Then reality swoop by, she's already left and I'm stuck here learning to stop loving that one girl. How exactly I'm doing that, heh, you'll know in time I guess.

Everything has a duality to it. And just because I chose to choose one side, doesn't mean I'm blindsided by the other factors. If you think that way, boy, you sure are wrong. I mean, yeah, I always consider other factors. But I can't consider literally everything since I don't actually think my brain has the capacity to access so many memories in one go.

What, why don't I just explain to you the entirety of my thoughts anyways?

You serious motherfucker?

Do you have any idea at all how long-winded this whoopass mouth of mine can be? Just be glad I'm sparing you from 2 hours average of verbal torment by me lol. If you still think I'm shallow after that, hey, no problem man. Nice meeting you, and life goes on. Can't ya take the hint already? I mean, look at my blogposts for Pete's sake. They have shitload of crap called words in it. If my blogposts are already this long, imagine how it'd be impromptu with an active brain face to face.

So I get judged whenever I try to save you your time by giving you a summary that's not only believable, but true as well? Sure, thanks. I guess you'll never know the real thing because I just won't let you know about it. I'll just be under the impression that you're not expressing the level of intellect I want to see before I can confide in you some level of ugly truth.

In any case, I don't think there's anything wrong with being shallow, or being smart, or being dumb and intelligent at the same time. We all as humans have our preferences. Even I do too. Heck, I consider myself an intelligent sentient being. But that doesn't stop me from doing stupid stuff from time to time now does it?

I mean, really, what harm does it do? Just because someone decided to be dumb and lose his or herself for a few minutes doesn't equate that person to being a dumbass. It just means you're a prick. Because you're just deliberately trying to scorn upon others.

Being dumb, stupid and senseless is fun and invigorating. As long as you're not spoiling yourself too much or going down to road of no return, being dumb, stupid and senseless is perfectly fine. Just find the right time and place to do it.

I've always got 2 active personalities at the back of my mind. You just have to know that Red is the one who's trying to elbow you for you pissing me off, and Blue's the one stopping Red from doing so by badmouthing to Red about how much of a pussy you are, mostly through logical deduction coming from the judgmental prick I am inside too.

Hypocrite much?

And since I brought that up, let me just add in a few more things.

You see, I don't really think there's anything wrong with being judgemental. Same goes if you're hypocrite, horny, you're racist, sexist, paedophile, rapist, murderer, conspiracist, casanova, bisexual, confused sexual orientation... SURE! Whatever floats your boat you know. All I wanna know is if you know how to control all those nasty traits inside you and not harm anyone in the process.

Lets be frank here. Everyone has fantasies and idealisms. And everyone is born with a sense of imagination. We all as humans, think about lotsa shit before the day we die, and I'm telling you, I'm not surprised to know if you surprise yourself sometimes.

Y'all can think about all the jackshits you want in your head. Just be wise about what you choose to manifest or materialize into this physical world and do it responsibly yeah?

Most people think I'm an open-book because I'm pretty honest with who I am. But what most people don't know is that not everyone has the privilege to know about certain things I choose to keep to myself, because after living through the past 22 years of my life, I know enough when I should just leave a brief cover story than to give a truth bomb to the face.

And no, not everyone wants to hear the truth. So I just learned to stop giving them the truth.

Yea sure, I'm honest. Doesn't mean I tell ya everything though.
Does that make me a liar? Nope.
Do I lie? Yes I do sometimes.

I'm also a pretty judgemental person lol so if you display any traits that causes me to not want to trust you, well, I guess you just saved us both of our time.

Why waste time being friends when we can be enemies from the start? Because if I realized you were such a dicky prick from the start, I'd already have made you my enemy from the furthest reaches of beginnings lol.

But really, when I say that I'm making you my enemy, I just mean to say that I'll never be as nice to you as I am with other people, I won't always try to deliberately talk to you and I won't go to you for help or favours and I'll say no to the best of my efforts everytime you ask if we wanna hangout. And no, I won't want you inside any of my projects as well. You'll be in my special blacklist of impending DOOOOOM.

Well, unless you give me a really good reason to give you an elbow to your nose of course.

Noh, I won't pay for your medical insurances. You can go kiss your own sorry ass if that happens.
I'm pretty hard to piss of anyways. So if you do piss me off, well. You'll know.

Anyways, yes, there's that. It's a bunch of gibbersh stuff that may or may not make sense. But there ya have it. Have a nice day and here are some sketches from a mini group activity on FB.

Apparently, this is Thor's gf revealed.

and this is Aerosmith high on muscle crack

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